Hopefully I'll update this more than once this year. Could be part of my resolution. I have yet to decide on anything besides my unwillingness to remain chunky. Fortunately I've been working at that and am pleased to say my back muscles are sore as are my arm muscles.
Moving on.. my last post was about this wonderful man I'd met... turns out he was a poop head. In the worst way, though I can't think of a way that'd be positive. Since then, I've not really had a love affair. Well, that's not totally true. I've had one in my mind.. with someone very dear to me. Mind you, it's a futuristic love affair and I've resigned to the fact that it's pure fantasy.
Regardless, so much has happened!
I met a new family, which I really want to keep as my own. They've helped me in ways they cannot even imagine.
Speaking of which, I'll be heading back to college this fall. Roll tide! That's right!
I'm going to the University of Alabama.
I'm insanely excited. Long story short, 2010 was indeed a learning year for me.
I'm both emotionally and mentally in a better place. 2011, bring on the physical stuffs!
Saturday, January 8, 2011
Friday, January 29, 2010
Wow.
I met Justin on the 12th... I've never had my world rocked so hard in a little over two weeks.
Cloud 9? I think so. :]
We'll see where this goes..
I'm falling harder and harder.
Cloud 9? I think so. :]
We'll see where this goes..
I'm falling harder and harder.
Tuesday, March 3, 2009
In Hate
The title actually says it all.
There's actually no purpose in continuing to read this blog entry unless you'd just like to read a rant.
Or mayhap, I'll simply leave my blog at that and leave people to ponder what in hate is.
Some people have told me that I can't possibly hate someone.
They've actually had the audacity to tell me I cannot hate someone!
I wholeheartedly disagree. I even sometimes feel like my caring and humane nature is a handicap in showing some people how worthless they really are.
As easily as people can throw away love, a more treasurable feeling I think than hatred, I'd think they could at least stop and see the rationale behind the statement.
Blah.
There's actually no purpose in continuing to read this blog entry unless you'd just like to read a rant.
Or mayhap, I'll simply leave my blog at that and leave people to ponder what in hate is.
Some people have told me that I can't possibly hate someone.
They've actually had the audacity to tell me I cannot hate someone!
I wholeheartedly disagree. I even sometimes feel like my caring and humane nature is a handicap in showing some people how worthless they really are.
As easily as people can throw away love, a more treasurable feeling I think than hatred, I'd think they could at least stop and see the rationale behind the statement.
Blah.
Monday, February 23, 2009
Do you ever wonder...
Why no one cares until the last minute?
I've been having my own troubles getting myself together and all the things required for admitting to colleges together. I've missed a lot of opportunities thus far... they're all just passing me by. I have a great shot at getting into Agnes Scott, but we'll see what comes of it.
A couple dilemmas on my plate is financially, I have no means of paying for college... and I won't get HOPE because of my parents. I also haven't gone to visit any colleges.
My mom questioned me the other day, all of the sudden curious about where I stood in my admissions. She simply assumes that I'll get into some great school without having to even put forth the slightest effort and gave me an indignant look when I said, I don't even know if I'll be going to college next year.
Not the slightest bit of help, but the greatest of repercussions. Even after her "rude awakening", the one I'm living, she doesn't take a moment to help. I guess I'll just have to deal with her sporadically riding me when she realizes that deadlines are near and past.
I've been having my own troubles getting myself together and all the things required for admitting to colleges together. I've missed a lot of opportunities thus far... they're all just passing me by. I have a great shot at getting into Agnes Scott, but we'll see what comes of it.
A couple dilemmas on my plate is financially, I have no means of paying for college... and I won't get HOPE because of my parents. I also haven't gone to visit any colleges.
My mom questioned me the other day, all of the sudden curious about where I stood in my admissions. She simply assumes that I'll get into some great school without having to even put forth the slightest effort and gave me an indignant look when I said, I don't even know if I'll be going to college next year.
Not the slightest bit of help, but the greatest of repercussions. Even after her "rude awakening", the one I'm living, she doesn't take a moment to help. I guess I'll just have to deal with her sporadically riding me when she realizes that deadlines are near and past.
Wednesday, February 18, 2009
Getting Started
I actually began this blog so that I could subscribe to a few friend's personal blogs, however, I've thought several times about creating one before this time.
A little you should know about me--
The name's Jessica. I'm currently a senior in high school and just the other day I turned 18. Thus far in my meanderings, I've gone to Atlanta to see the Rocky Horror Picture Show. It was amazingly fun (even if there was a party pooper that came along). I also got my tongue pierced. Though it was done two days ago, the swelling is quite impressive.
No, I did not get it for perverse reasons as many people believe. For a few years, now, I've wanted this piercing. Finally, even though my mom doesn't approve, I got it. :]
Also, my boyfriend, Julian, plays a great role in my life. He's taught me so much in the amount of time we've been together. He's not someone I would've ever put myself with (he's Mexican), but since we met he's kept my life beyond interesting.
Now... onward to the question of what I'd like to do with my life. I have absolutely no idea. I'm still flabbergasted constantly at the thought that I'm supposed to be in college within a few months. I am, however, looking at Agnes Scott. I'm not sure how it'll work; I absolutely hate girls, but I suppose it'll be something to get over.
I hope I play my life cards well.
A little you should know about me--
The name's Jessica. I'm currently a senior in high school and just the other day I turned 18. Thus far in my meanderings, I've gone to Atlanta to see the Rocky Horror Picture Show. It was amazingly fun (even if there was a party pooper that came along). I also got my tongue pierced. Though it was done two days ago, the swelling is quite impressive.
No, I did not get it for perverse reasons as many people believe. For a few years, now, I've wanted this piercing. Finally, even though my mom doesn't approve, I got it. :]
Also, my boyfriend, Julian, plays a great role in my life. He's taught me so much in the amount of time we've been together. He's not someone I would've ever put myself with (he's Mexican), but since we met he's kept my life beyond interesting.
Now... onward to the question of what I'd like to do with my life. I have absolutely no idea. I'm still flabbergasted constantly at the thought that I'm supposed to be in college within a few months. I am, however, looking at Agnes Scott. I'm not sure how it'll work; I absolutely hate girls, but I suppose it'll be something to get over.
I hope I play my life cards well.
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